You words were like daggers, piercing my heart, shattering it into a million pieces. i read them over and over, wishing that i was just dreaming, that none of it was real. Nothing seems to matter anymore, the world fades to gray. i clutch the phone, waiting for your call, waiting to here your voice. But the call never comes, and every moment of silence drags me deeper into the abyss. I try to laugh so that i don't cry, all i'm left with are questions, nothing seems real anymore.